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Sunday, October 28, 2012

Dont's and Do's; In Search of Myself...



Do not remind me of all those dark moments that came my way in life
When I couldn’t tell whether what lay in my path was a mountain or a valley
Don’t show me any of those wounds that you are carrying with you
Whose depths will never allow me to even try to cross over the gorges they created
Don’t take me to any of those moments of helplessness wherever they are
That bring tears to my eyes whenever I return to them or they come back to me
Don’t show me any of those destinations that I once longed to reach
That wait eagerly for me today while I have turned my back towards them
Don’t talk to me about those boundaries that life confined me into all along
That bind my feet in chains and don’t allow me to move ahead, in fact anywhere
Don’t read out to me those lines of destiny
That make me wonder how life can be so harsh to anyone after all

If you can, please help me gather all those beautiful moments
That bring happiness with them whenever they come back to me
Show me all those smiles that people brought to me and I brought to them
Take me back to all the moments when life treated me like a princess
Turn with me to all those horizons where sunrises and sunsets came together
Look up with me into the heart of the sky, to thank the twinkling stars
But for whom, I could have lost my way in the darkness of the night so easily
Hold with me, the falling raindrops that wash away uncertainty with them
Walk with me on the banks of those rivers that carry life and conviction with them
Let me hold the hand of the person who loves me more than I do
Who held my hand in the toughest of times
Who stood between me and all those people, moments and memories that hurt me
Help me find the right words to thank him from the core of my heart
Remind me of those successes of my life which I couldn’t have lived without
That lie over and above the failures that at the most only frustrate me
Lend me for a moment the lamp that will help me read the
Tenderness with which the Divinity has written my Destiny after all

Saddled with the burden of unsung achievements and unfulfilled dreams
I tell myself as I begin a new journey, towards a new life
In search of happiness, in search of peace, in search of a horizon ,
In search of myself….